/ Saturday, May 29, 2004
After reading our fellow 09-cians' blog, I felt terrible. Life is terrible for them. But it is the reality that we have to face: everything has changed. But our hearts remain. Regardless whether you are in other JCs or other class, I hope that all the 09-cians will not forget the beautiful memories we have shared. Although it was short, it was wonderful and meanlingful. The formation of 09 in first intake was no concidence, it was destined. As a result, it only took us for about a week or so to be bonded so closely - this is impossible for any class in the world. Our different personalities fitted together like a piece of jigsaw puzzle, forming a complete one-nine. However, the reality is cruel: we have to go different ways in the end. Some of us cried while the others felt bitter inside but life must go on. Life of 09-cians will never be the same again. I truely hope that our beautiful 09 memories can provide all or fellow 09-cians with the power and strength to tackle and resolve all the problems they face in school and stay happy.
It is not the time we spent that matters, it is the memories we shared.
Zhi Wei: With your great personality, you will fit into any environment and lead a happy life. You will have a enjoyable poly-school time but dun forget about 09!
Rujia: Ayio, initially your life in HC was quite terrible, but it is more optimistic now. Dun mug too much and remember to make more new friends, that's the way life goes on. Dun forget about us and miss my lame jokes! (yr infamous lame joke: 1.4 million) Haha... Okay lah, your jokes are funny (to a certain extent) Best wishes to you!
Andy: Master of jokes and riddle (mostly lame), but I am sure that your friends around you will be entertained. You are very friendly (but always scorn me...) and run very fast (faster than me...). But my badmintion skill is more zai than you... haha
Sally: One of our three high pitch in 09, and I think your voice is the loudest. I am happy that you kept coming back to AJC to meet us... I am so touched... May be someday I will go NJ to see you and Andy... hoho... good luck for your studies and dun pon lesson too much!
Huiling: My di mu (flute mother), you gonna have a great time in YJC CO because you are so zai! I can see you are mixing with your new class well and taking up some leadership role... but dun forget our 09! All the best!
Wei Fan: I never heard from you for a long time. I think you must be enjoying in RJC: that's where you should belong. Enjoy your life there and try not to forget about us.
Sai Kuan: The coolest guy I had ever met. But you are very affable... you are laughing uncontrollably in our maths group. You are going to perform really well in poly because you are really smart (L1R5=09 leh...). Good luck!
Speical note to our beloved PDG REP: Shawn and Ope, both of you have done a great job in bonding 09, I sincerely thank two of you for the effort put in. I know times is hard these day but please take it easy. Please remember: Let the nature takes its path.
That's all people! Have a nice holiday! 09 rocks! Let's stay as united as before and never fails!
/ORD loh!
7:17 AM
/ Sunday, May 23, 2004
I cannot take it anymore liao. Finally I know what is the life of a JC student - no life. I am practically rushing my never ending tutorials and the incoming tests. I have to mug even during the short 45 minutes break! What is this! Why my life become so terrible! Each second is like an hour... each hour is like a day and each day is like a month! Ayio... I AM SO SIANZ AND TIRED! I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE! I am starting to wonder how my sister can make it through her jc life in hcjc... she looked so relax and carefree... Sigh, I think that is the difference between a smart person and an average one... sob... Recently, I tried to ma zhui myself by playing all sort of instrument: guitar, flute, piana and recorder... When I am playing the instrument, I feel so relax and calm(like inhaling drug leh...haha...joking)... Finally, I have found out the power of music after my 17 years on this Earth... may be it is a great achievement for me...haha... I have lost my vigor and strength which I have given out during the first three month... although there is saying that don't look back into the past... but frankly speaking, I still miss the all 09-cians every much. It's is not I do not like the present 11 people, the 11 people and 09-cian are from totally different world- the feeling that they gave me is totally different. I wish to enjoy the first three month... no worries, no stress, pure friendship and maximum fun and joy (you should be crying at this point of time)... Sigh, I feel wu bi de huai lian when I look at the 09 notice board in class 1124... the beautiful memories... there will never be forgotten... I miss all you guys! My life has been very messy after the first three months... all my homework is in a big mess and I am really lost. I am trapped. I am doomed. May the beautiful memories of 09-cians bring me out of my troubles and stress...
Another 2 tests were gone. I feel a bit more optimistic about the gp test than the maths test. Haha... I applied my "A1" social studies knowledge during test but my language was limited... sigh... I only hope for a pass lor... My maths was totally a gone case: I forgot the A.P and G.P formula and so I skip the whole question... WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO ME? WHY AM I KEPT FAILING TESTS? My life is fraught with misery and torment. After, it was all over. The test and for me. I rush out of the LT 5 forthwith, I could make it any longer! I would break down mentally if I stayed there for one more second! Zheng Hao, Yao Png, Tze Tong and me went into an empty LT 1 to play guitar. Finally, this was what I was waiting for after the long^999 week! When Zheng Hao and Yao Png started playing, I reliease how lousy I was. I was nothing compare to them. Sigh... my studies and my musical skills have all fail me... now what I have left with me is my talkative mouth - but I become more reticent nowadays because of the stressful school life... That's mean I am quite useless (zi bao zi qi)... sigh... Then, my pw group (Kaini, hs + ly) came in, urging me to do the proposal... sorry lah, I really need to enjoy myself a bit... We were mesmerized by Zheng Hao's wu din and Yao Png's qian tian. I was siao wu jian dao wu comparing to them... sigh... Suddenly, I got the urge to play piano, so Tong and me went to search for one franatically. But all of them were occupied... wasted... I know how to play Cindi's yue guan and guan huai fang shi leh... It sounds like I am multi-talented but I am actually ban tong shui in all of the instrument. sigh again... Since I was broke liao, I decided to go home and eat. Sorry to P.S. Inlora, LY and HS... enjoy your meal! Tze Tong and me went to the MRT station together and board the different train... I feel so lonely in the train... I should be enjoying with my friend on Saturday... Then, I found out my mum never cook... wah... what is this?! Feeling so sianz and dejected in the train, I decided to go to Bukit Panjang Plaza to buy some Magic Cards (I always been there when I was a swiss). So, I messaged Rujia and ask her how to go to BBP by LRT... haha... pai sei I long time never been there liao... And asked her whether she was finishing her school... may be we could meet for a while... Finally, after much struggle, I had reached the BBP. I was quite crowded unlike the cold BBQ I used to visit when I was a swiss. Times have changed. The seller of the Magic Card was an unaffable aunite - I was freak out and went KFC (again?!) to eat. As usual, I ate the "crispy meal" plus "cheese fries", but I was alone this time. I had a large table all by myself and that even made my feel more sad. I found out I ate very slow when I am alone - I took 30 minutes to finish the whole meal! After finish eating, I went to the library (relax lah... I am not backstabbing...) to rest. I found a book about the relegated Leeds United and started reading. Sigh... the world is so unpredictable: Once a strong team like Leeds United was relegated in this season. Then, I saw a NJC girl mugging in front of me. I think she was from CO as she got her instrument (it looked like erhu...) and she looked so pathetic: Hair unkept and looked every worn-out... Sometimes, I am begining to wonder what is the "end in our mind"... Rujia called and told me that she was in LRT liao... going home liao... sob... haha... then my handphone battery went flat again... Opps... sorry lah... I stayed for a little longer to finish the book before boarded the LRT home. I was so unluckly: I board the wrong LRT and had to repeat the route again. It was very time wasting but I had a lot of time to spare on Saturday. I sat in the LRT alone... jin jin de cheng shi...
I arrived at home by 3 o'clock plus... it was my first time to be home so early on Saturday... I suppose that everyone were enjoying themselves outside... Depressed and bored, I took out the guitar and played it for the rest of my day... I accidentally fell asleep at about 10 pm and that's end my horrible Saturday...
Special note: Sorry, Rujia... to waste your hi-card money... haha... I am also using hi-card ma... And, finally, LY and HS had made it! I would like to congratulate them!
Good Luck to everybody and have a nice weekend! 09 ROX!
/ORD loh!
6:23 AM
/ Sunday, May 16, 2004
I shall continue from where I stopped in yesterday blog... Okay, after blogging, I went to Woodlands MRT station to meet Liang Yang. Wow... he was wearing a "E.Valentino" shirt... he looked so smart (he was trying to impress someone...hoho...) Haha... by fate we met Matthew in the train lor... LY was messaging him in the train when suddenly Matthew appeared before us... what a shock! We managed to reach the Bugis MRT station at 5.00 p.m. sharp and Rujia was already in the Bugis Junction liao... Then, we were guessing whether Hui See would wear a shirt or not... hoho... to LY's dismay she wore a jean... Kaini and her WOW boyfriend came later... I finally understood what is yi shan hai bi yi shan gao! Finally, Rujia came down and she was wearing her pink bag! Too bad she never bring lacey umbrella lor... wasted... When I asked her to return money to me, she flashed me a $50 note... Wah... I know you are rich lor... I everyday eat tree bark one leh... She suggested me to buy a sweet from the shop nearby to find change... brillant suggestion... So, we went to Bugis Junction and met Zhi Wei and Derek there. I was practically hopeless with Derek liao... he was wearing a pair of SHORTS! What the?! We roamed around the area for a while and Zhi Wei, Derek, Zheng Hao and I got lost a bit... humililated leh... As Matthew, Derek and Zheng Hao were hungry, we went to eat lor... We ate very slowly until suddenly Derek found out he had no time to buy flower for Cindy liao! He dashed to the flower shop as fast his legs could carry him... And finally bought a $10 red rose for Cindy! I am so proud of you! Derek had finally became something useful, not the same old useless Derek again!
We hurried to the train and reached the threatre in the nick time. We met our first intake gp tutor and chat with her for sometime... After Andy arrived, we went into the concert hall. Derek owned me... I helped him to smugger his flower into the hall leh... We sat down and watched the show. The show was very nice although I did not really understand the artistic element of the show... And we were trying to spot Cindy in every moment... Finally, like dream come true, Cindy appeared and Derek was mesmerized... I could see him unveiled a blissful smile... so touching... After the first half, Derek tried to penetrate through the guards to the backstage, but failed. Dejected, he sat down and watched the show. The second part of the show was funny and light-hearted. Haha... Shawn, Daryl and Wendy looked werid but very nice in the Japanese outfit... Both shows ended with rounds and rounds of appause... 09 people rushed to the stage to meet with the choir and dance 09-cians! That was the moment which Derek had been waiting for... He stepped towards the stage... shot out his hand which was holding the flower... and presented it in front of Cindy... Cindy accepted it with a beautiful simle... Sally and I snapped this historic moment with our camera but Derek ran away quickly, blushing heavily... YEAH! DEREK HAD DID IT! THE EFFORTS OF ANDY AND ME AND THE WHOLE OF 09 HAD NOT BEEN WASTED! I AM REALLY TOUCHED BY THIS MOMENT!
In high spirit, we went out to the floyer to take picture... thanks to Kaini WOW boyfriend... Cindy and Derek took a picture with Derek's hand behind of Cindy (hoho... he no need to wash had forever liao...) Then, it was Shawn's and Ope's turn . They hugged. They enjoyed. We took pictures. After that, we could take it anymore and cheered out heart out! 09 yr mama! Ole Ole ahah!... That the moment all 09 people were waiting for... the enthu, the spirit, the sudden release of joy! 09 spirit never dies! Although other people looked at us weridly, but we were all proud of ourself! I want to say "09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 09 ROX!" a million times! YEAH! YEAH!
We started to stroll around aimless and Rujia needed to go the cck to catch a moive: her parents postpone the family outing for her lor... Too bad there were litte taxi on the roads at that point of time... Hence, she hired a taxi and went off... Hoho... why you go back early everytime during the outing... sob... haha anyway... enjoy your moive... Su, LY, ZW, ZH, Inlora, Andy, Ope and I went home via train towards the Jurong East MRT station. We crack high level lame jokes and everyone was enjoying esp. Su. hoho... LY was SMS hs in the train perpetually... relax lah... if you worry so much.... you should send her home ma... Although it was a sad thing to see 09-cian left the train one by one but I know one thing: Our friendship will remain as strong as ever! See you guys! I really miss 09! 09 ROX and 09 FOREVER!
09 one spirit one heart and one soul. Although we are from different part of the country, we are fated to meet here in AJC during first intake. 3 months is short but there are our most beautiful memories! Good luck and Good luck^100000000000000000 for all 09-cians! You guys ROCKS!
/ORD loh!
10:27 AM
/ Saturday, May 15, 2004
Wasted... today did not wake up early to study physics... but study also no use... sure fail one ma... I dun even wat Miss Ho (physics tutor) is talking about lor... okay lah, I went to school early because my brother wanted to find the com club teacher for dunnoe wat think lor... but he was not there... Met Matthew in cateen and he was mugging too... sigh... I am such a slacker...I don't even noe whether I can still take 4As next year... so stressful! Expected, the physics common test was a nightmare to me and most of the others... I got a bad omen that I am going to fail the test again... what had happened?! Why am I keep failing test after the second intake!!!
Rujia called after the test, saying that she was in amk library dunnoe doing wat... I told her to come in lor... but halfway through my hp cannot make it cos it had no money left liao... pai sei... haha... She came in AJC with her Hwa Chong Uniform and it looked a bit weird... hoho, I used to her wearing her Cedar Uniform liao... She looked so li jin cang shang lor... I think it is the school work that was troubling her lor... Cheer up Rujia! Everyone is suffering the same thing after the first intake... you just have to bear with it for a year or so... 09 people garthered and we went to KFC of amk central to eat again... haha, a bit sick of the crispy chicken liao... Hs, Ly, Mat, Kai, Inora and I ate and talk rot in KFC... Opps... Derek went home dejected cos Andy was not in the shop... he wanted to buy the flower from him to give Cindy... Derek, jia you! Just do your best and you will not left any regrets tonight! After eating, we went hunting for Andy and found him. Too bad only managed to talk with him a while cos he was going for the NJ foor fair... hey... see you tonight! Finally, we went home lor... Although Rujia, Ly and I went home again but this time we were a bit lacking... I think it is due to the overwhelming stress lor... sigh...
Really miss the 09 people leh! Hoplefully can see all of you guys tonight! 09 FOREVER AND IT ROCKS!!!
/ORD loh!
3:02 PM
/ Wednesday, May 12, 2004
I had my first birthday in AJC today, together with the biology test(sigh, I cannot make it)... I sincerely want to thanks all the people who have given their wishes to me, I also wish you all good luck!
I want to especially mention the following people for their effort to make my birthday a present one:
Wendy, THANK YOU for remembering my birthday! I am so touched! If you didn't mention in the morning, I think nobody will know... haha... what type of cake do you like?
Sally, Wow! The computer birthday cake you drew for me look "very tasty"... haha... Never expect you know how to draw with a computer... hoho... thanks!
Rujia, you are very resourceful in finding the birthday pictures leh... where to find them? haha... thanks a lot for the "cute animals" birthday picture... you will be expecting a huge birthday cake in my blog during your birthday... hehe
Yi Tze, never expect him to treat me lunch as a present for my birthday, but I know that I must give him a present during his birthday... haha... an eye for an eye...
Shawn n Daryl, thanks for the multi-language birthday song! Although it sounds funny... ermm...
and Matthew, Liang Ying, Hui See, Zheng Hao, Jian Hong, Suraini, Inlora, Ope, Amy, Kanni, Edwin... and the whole of 11/04 THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY FOREVER!
*No thanks to Derek who scorn me from the morning to the end of the lesson... sigh... hoho...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HOHO! HEHE! YEAH!
/ORD loh!
12:31 AM
/ Sunday, May 09, 2004
Sorry lah.. but I only have 30 minutes to blog... I will start with the most interesting event happened during this week... Let me think... I failed all of my test except one (it is actually not interesting leh but very depressing lor)... What should I do? Sigh... don't know why every thing when wrong after the first 3 months... tests fail badly, feeling tired, reckless, jokes getting lamer and more... In other words, I have no mood lor... The second intake teachers are good in teaching but all are werid in personality... I cannot treat them like my friends lor... For instance, our new gp teacher, Miss Undasen (sorry lah... I dun noe how to spell her name... it is not I don't like her...) does not like jokes during presentation (actually, she bans all the jokes) but that is my presentation style ma... So unluckily, I adopted the "lame joke" presentation method and got condemned by her forever... sigh... my gp is practically hopeless liao... Sigh... the future lesson will be very boring for sure... sianz lah! I really the first intake! 09 rocks (our first intake teachers too!)!
Okay, the second interesting event happened during Saturday (after the chemistry test)... emm... I blew flute with Zheng Hao a while before going to KFC with LY, HS, Inora, Derek and Kanni. (huh?! KFC again...) I ate a lot and quickly (competition with Derek, I won!). I waited and waited (for Kanni... she ate very gracefully...) and finally cannot take it and went with Derek and Inora to look for Andy (again...). As usual, he was at his shop with his Dad and Mum... wah... good boy leh... Then, I asked him to choose a flower for Cindy for the sake of Derek... Andy showed us the most expensive flower... wah... you want to eat Derek's money meh... I know he is useless lah... but you cannot treat him like that ma... After a discussion, Derek wanted to buy the sunflower for Cindy (it is because her bag is yellow colour?) but he is a bit relucant to pay up... Hence, Andy reserved the flower for him... thanks Andy... We brought Andy to KFC to meet up with the others and started to talk rot... so nice... it was like a 09-outing... then, we started to gossip again... We exchanged our handphone to check on each other... Derek started to become reckless because Cindy was not there (shut up Derek!)... So we helped him to send a romatic message to Cindy (again...haha...) We talked and talked (very loudly) about how useless Derek was until 1 pm and finally went home... Bye Andy! We will come and see you the next Saturday! Be inside your shop! 09 ROX!
I am going for Mother's Day dinner liao... good luck for everything you guys do! (09 ROX again...)
/ORD loh!
6:38 PM
/ Saturday, May 01, 2004
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Sigh... I got a bad flu today. It must be due to the horrendous rain during Thursday... shit... I feel terrible.
Ahhh.... I am very stress up - I still got tonnes of unfinish tutorials. Practically, I have been trying to complete the unfinish tutorials for the whole week. No breaks. No rest. That's JC life. Sianz. Who says that first intaker's life is much better than second intaker's (refering to Rujia)... haha... Although it is actually much better... hoho... (sorry to be lame again because I have really nothing much to write)... Sigh, I think I don't have too much choice but to continue to do the unfinish tutorials during the long weekend (I am sick somemore lor...)... I miss the first 3 month life... so carefree... so slack... no worry... pure enjoyment... "bu zha hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zha hu cheng jin yong you", I shall use this phrase to console myself... sob... 09 ROX!
I shall quickly sum up the things happened this week. Monday, I got a very light P.E. lor... only round 20 rounds around the AJC square... nothing much(haha... I am boasting)... because I have been running and running during P.E. since Jan lor... cannot blame if my stamina improve tremendously... hehe... I am boasting again... Tuesday was a long day and Wednesday I got CO and a SUPER xiong P.E.! I nearly cannot make it leh... We do circuits and 5 BX lor... predicament... hell... Our GP tutor, Miss Ang See Nga, has her last lesson with us because she is going to NTU... She looks like Rujia (09-ian all agree leh...) and her Chinese and English is very zai lor... She looked so gloomly on her last lesson so our GP group (Group 1) engaged a conversation with her (headed by me...). Finally, her dao expression disappeared and she fan kai xiong huai and talked to ask. She got a 80% Cedar looks (refering to Rujia...) and 20% St. Nicts looks (refering to Sally...)... Guess what, she was from St. Nicts... quite unexpected... Anyway, I wish her all the best for her study in NTU... good luck!
I think I nothing more to write liao because my life now is very sianz... I am going to watch cartoon... GOOD DAY!
/ORD loh!
7:34 AM