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6:41 AM

No adequate sleep, rest, time and purpose of life. That was what was happening to all the JC students - this PW files are going to be check this week nation wide! Most of the PW groups suffer as they are slacking during the holiday. Unfortunately. I also cannot be spared..

Good night guys! I promise I will write a longer blog at the next entry.. My body is aching and I think I am falling sick.. so I need a good rest.. Sweet Dreams to everyone (inclusive of me, ha).

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10:47 PM

I seem to live in a Grey World. Grey uniform, grey sky, grey school and grey life. Everything that I have seen seems to be dull and motionless. I think that is the true lifestye of a JC student because the stress level is directly proportional to the education level. I wonder if I will go amoke when I reach University. Erm.. life is repetitive. Basically, what am I doing now and the past 10 years is exactly the same. However, there are moments that are uique and special. Those memories are meant to be kept throughout eternity. Living in a Grey World might turn someone into a bookworm or mugger unconsciously - One needs special memories to find back his or her true self.

Okay lah.. let's talk about something else. Oh no, I got one of my answers wrong in the listening comprehension! Agh.. thinking of that I had changed the correct answer to the wrong one made me boil in the final minute! 0.5 mark was gone liao! I think I better work harder in other areas in order to earn the 0.5 marks back :P. After the disappointing test, I went to CO immediately. There were a lot people in the room busily practising (wah.. relax lah..). The Lion King arrived (the conductor has golden puffy hair.. hehe..) and my nightmare started. The conductor told us to count the beat but his beat was irregular! I got fled up and gave up counting the beat - instead I memorized the whole score and follow his hand movements. Our section is pathetic. We have only one practice per week (going to increase to two soon.. sob..) and I think no one will like to practice at home (except for Derek) because the instruments are generally very loud in nature. For the worst, the flute department has only six players! Even the suona department has five people leh! And the suona players are just sitting right behind us for every da zhu: I am going to be deaf liao! However, the scolding and humiliation were received by the xuanyue. They were called to play solo and most of them failed terribly (inclusive of Hs and Ly.. haha.. joking..). As usual, I went out with the co gang to eat (Inlora got self-practice so cannot make it) but unusually, we ate at the hawker center (instead of KFC). Haha.. It was because I was really broke lor.. Then, I went home early because I was feeling sick and exhausted (sorry Andy.. never visit you..).

I mugged at home for a while before taking some medicine and went to sleep.. Sigh, life is so boring and dull. Although my room is colourful, everything seems to be grey to me. Even my cosy bed had became hard and cold suddenly. For that moment, I was overwhelmed by a sour feeling but I fell asleep soon because I was exhausted - especially mentally. Unfortunately, Living in the Grey World is appalling but no one can escape from its grey clutches.

Hope that you guys have found something worth remembering after reading my blog. Use it to fight against the Grey World and find your true self back. Have a nice day :^)

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8:38 AM

All In. That is what I am going to do for the rest of my JC life. I shall give everything I got in order to prepare for the next common tests because I really have nothing to lose. If I win this gamble, I shall continue to with my life. But I lose this gamble, it will be the end.

I think I am going to fail all mid-year tests except for chinese. Sigh, I really don't know what am I doing since second term til now. My mind was not focused and I din even bother to use my brain to think for the most of the time. In order words, I am lazy. As a result, I have very weak foundation for all my subjects. Shit.. What am I going to do? I am stuck in this predicament and I have really no idea how to get out of it! Time is running out and if I don't do something quick, I won't be seeing you next year! Agh.. why was I so arrongant and proud in the first place? Why can't I just spend more time in study rather than stonning at home? Why am I just not bother about my studies? Why am I in AJC? There are so many "why" in my brain but I have no answer to them. After a long period of self reflection, I think I got the answer: I was controlled by me heart instead of my brain. I was doing what I enjoyed the most, however, in the cruel reality, the things that I detest the most are actually benefitcal for me.

No Pain, No Gain

This will be my motto for my JC life. I shall work hard in my study but I will also play hard. Dun worry guys, I won't change into a bookworm or some mugger freak.. haha.. Sigh, I think that will be the life of all JC-ian after the first three months. It is the matter of when they are getting into it lor.. Since I have nothing to lose, I shall "All In"..

One thing that is bothering recently was the spirit of the class. Unfortuntely, our class spirit does not really exist till now. Everyone is only concerned with their own stuff and there are minimum interactions with each other during school day. The class is scattered and divided. People will only interact with the people in their own cliques. Sigh, I think this is the first time I am so concern about the class bonding - I don't even bother about this kind of stuff in my secondary school life. May be I am thinking too much and this kind of thingy drains away a lot of energy.. I think I shall be more focused in my study now..

Soicaling Skills is a very profound and demanding aspect of life. It requires years and years of experience to improve on it but I believe that no one in the world has mastered it. It is really another tough subject in addition to the 4 "A" Level subjects.

I am going off liao because I got listening comprehension this morning (now is midnight lor..). Jia You for your study and remember to "All In"..

*All In is a Korean Series showing in Channel U last time.

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11:51 PM

To my horor, the day started with P.E. And it was the most xiong P.E. that I had did since I stepped into AJC. But I did it (haha.. I am so proud of myself..)! We did 6 rounds first, then plus 20 pull-ups and the grand finale of 3 set of circuits. Each circuit consisted of 12 push-ups, sit up and deeps! Ayio.. I almost cannot make it leh! However, with my strong determination and physical ability (la.. la..), I managed to complete the training. Sigh, my body was trembling throughout the day.. sob..

As usual, I had little focus during the chemistry practical and as a result, I got a scolding from Mrs. Wong.. Sigh.. I also didn't know what was I doing lor.. Finally, I had my AO Chinese Oral in the hall. Haha.. it was kind of funny lor.. everyone was cramped together in a small space waiting for the exam.. hehe.. We talked a lot of rot and almost got scolding from the teachers :P! Erm.. the oral was GENERALLY quite okay but I think my reading was quite bad.. sigh.. cannot blame me lor.. I long time never read chinese stuff liao.. I think I would be able to score in the conversation.. I hope so for the least.. I pity Suraini because she was right behind me lor.. I had set a high standard for her leh.. haha.. just joking..

I managed to have a bit of CO after the oral. Thus, I took the chance to practice my weak jian lou and jian qiang. Hoho.. I was delighted when the CO teacher told Derek and me that we were playing quite well.. Finally, I got something to hope on..

Let's move on to the serious stuff. The dividing in our class is getting more and more serious by each second. I feel bad about it because once we were united. Sigh, I sincerely hope that this matter can change for the better and not for the worse. But I fear for the worse lor.. Please remember the happy moments that we all had spent together and this fews words: "You Yi Wan Sui".

It is getting late liao, okay guys.. that's all.. Good night and let's hope for a better tomorrow! :)

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12:00 AM

Erm.. it seems to me that everything went wrong today. First, I only managed to get a C5 for my AO chinese and failed both of my maths and biology tests. Second, there was a dividing loyalty happening in our class. Sigh, why all of this is happening? I wish to get some advice from any wiseman.. I just hope for a better tomorrow but I know that it is impossible: The results of Physics and Chemistry may be released tomorrow.

Sorry to have to end my blog so shortly because I promise myself to spend more time on studies. I wish all of you and me good luck for everything we do! I just hope that what happen today is nightmare.. :(

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6:27 PM

Sorry lah, I will start off today's blog with my personally life. Just bear with it for a while.. thanks.. Erm.. I woke up at about 1030 and went to watch a series of cartoons. Oh no, my favorite cartoon, One Piece, has been shorten to half an hour! Agh.. after one long week of waiting, I never except this kind of predicament will happen! I am so frustrated! For the worse, the one an hour of the show was replaced be the stupid Jim Neuton (sorry to offend Jim Neuton fans.. but I think most of you guys aren't..). I continued to watch more shows until lunch time. Yay! Finally, I could eat my mum's dishes! I have been eating outside for don't know how many months liao.. sob..

My mood improved after the meal and I went to take a nap. After the short nap, I ate again. Sigh.. I think I will fail my NAFA again lor if I continue to eat at this rate.. but I just can't control my diet.. Then, I did some homework. Basically, like most of you guys (I presume..), I did nothing much today..

Can you guys believe it? Today is the final of the EURO 2004! This can't be any better! I wonder who will win? Too bad I cannot bet.. hehe.. Figo? Ronaldo? Or the Ancient Greek Warriors? I think Greek will win but I hope Portugal will win.. I just cannot take the hum tactics used by the Greek! I hope that the match will end up in all nil.. Good night.. I mean good morning.. haha.. Enjoy the match and remember to finish whatever you have not done.. I mean homework.. don't misunderstand me.. hoho..

Friends we are, forever friends we'll be,

Wherever we are, you're right beside me.

I hope we stay friends 'til the end of time,

And whenever that is, our friendship will still shine.

You mean the world to me, I hope the same with you,

You're always helping me, whatever it takes you'll do.

Now that we're growing older, changing our ways,

I know we won't lose our friendship-I hope I never see that day.

So to every one of my friends, you mean the world to me,

Friends we are, forever friends we'll be.

~© Jess Gherke~

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12:29 AM

I almost overslept today because I went to sleep very late yesterday (haha.. busily chatting untill my dad scolded me..). Erm.. I just managed to reach the co room in time.. :P I had a terrible du zhu because I have not been practicing di zi for a long time liao.. :'( I even got a bad scolding session from the conductor in front of the whole orchestra! I was totally humiliated! Sigh, thinking about it.. I think I really deserve the reprimand because of my laziness.. sorry everyone.. I will work hard in the future.. I won't not disappoint you guys since you all have high hope in me! Haha.. The du zhu went on for about 3 hours till I was breathless..

The senior announced the ex-co result and Matthew is crowned as the new CO President! I hope that he will treat us well or else he will suffer in class.. hehe..

After co, LY, HS, Derek, Matthew, Inlora, Zhi Wei (Yay! He come specially to meet us!)and me went to AMK central to eat. As usual, we ate in the KFC and talk rot throughout. The cheese frieds were nice (opps.. wrong topic..). Matthew spotted something in LY's wallet and we snatched it.. Guess what? We found photos.. erm.. you should know who is in the photo.. Hs diaoed LY as she felt embarrassed.. Hoho, it is okay lah.. we have expected this liao.. Zhi Wei and Derek took some photos of the photos and sent them to me via E-mail.. I am still consider whether to distribute them to the rest of 09-cians.. Then, Derek kept shooting at LY about HS.. wow, I wondered what had Derek eaten to become so aggressive.. After the talking rot session, we went to look for Andy (again!) Inlora left first because she was feeling shy.. haha, just joking.. she left because her cousin was meeting her.. Andy went down to meet us with his hair unkept. This is the first time I know that he has so much hair! Andy and I started to mock at each other before all of us went to find a place to sit and talk and since Andy had not eaten. Yeah, we talked some more rot and ate AJ ice (ayio.. still eat..). Hs diaoed LY again went we asked about whether they got hold hands or not.. you guys should know the answer liao.. hehe.. Unfortunately, it rained and poor Andy had to fetch umbrellas for us. Thanks! Zhi Wei and I shared one while LY and Hs shared another (Derek, Andy and Matthew used one each). On the way, LY kept grumbling about why their umbrella was so big! Lol.. you want a small umbrella for what?

Zhi Wei and I headed for the Woodlands side since we were going to watch a movie but LY and Hs headed for the other side.. LY sent Hs home leh.. so romatic.. Too bad I don't know what they did in the train.. Haha.. Zhi Wei and I bought 2 1750 Spiderman tickets and roamed about in the North Point for a while. We looked at zoids and other toys.. derived childhood.. Finally, we went to watch Spiderman 2! Yay! It is a nice movie! It is humourous and action packed and I can't wait to see the next sequence. Too bad the show started 45 minutes late and both of us reached home very late.

Unexpectedly, I didn't get a good scolding from my parents. I think they have given up hope on me.. sob.. I was feeling a bit afriad now because I am going to watch jian gui.. Okay lah, that's all for today! Thank you for viewing my blog! Have a nice weekend and try to complete all the homework (esp. GP essays). See you! 09 Deep Down In My Heart!

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9:48 PM

Sigh.. I overslept and forgot to watch the soccer match. Haha, luckily the match was very boring: The result was Greece 1 and Czech 0. Ayio, all the matches related to the ancient Greece were very sianz - they always win by one goal. Was it a concidence? The opening and the final are played by the same team! Anyway, this is really not my concern since I am neither a fan of both teams. I wish that the final match will not be as boring as expected because I am planning to watch it (Monday morning, 0235, Channel 5).

I woke up at about 9 am and stoned for a very long period of time. Ayio, I was still regretting for not watching Spiderman 2 yesterday. Agh.. wasted.. but I really don't have any money left.. I have no intention to do any homework today because I thought 09-cians were planning a badminton outing today. Oh no, I haven't excerise since the fourth week of June and my muscles (haha.. I got a lot leh..) are turning into lumps of sloggy fats! All the efforts I had put during the make-up P.E. are almost gone! My perfect body (:P)! Hoho.. just joking lah.. Sianz, as a result I spent the whole morning messaging and tried to book a court but failed in the end. I could not go out! My father put me under "curfew" because I have been going out too many times (compare to my twin brother). Lol.. I just want to go out ma.. :'(

After stoning and more stoning, it was lunch time. You know what am I ate? It is fried stuff again! Ah.. in this rate I am turning into a pig soon! For the worse, I lied down on the bed and listened to songs the moment I had taken my oily lunch. All my six pacs have joined into one big family liao (erm.. I got any meh?). Then, I switched on my computer and was blogging until now... (I got watch zoids at 5pm..)

Can you recognise me? Hint: High ranking officals sat in the front row. Some of the OGF may be able to recognize Yi Xuan.. Can yo see my rank? Haha.. it is Staff-Sergeant.. compare with the privates in front of me.. do I look great? Hoho.. kidding only.. Too bad my drill cane was blocked by a private in front of me or else I will looked smarter..

AJC is going to organise a matching thingy and I think I am going to join. Com'on.. Comrades! Let come together and make this a success! Till now, Jian Hong, Zhen Hao and Ronnie had already signed up for the thing. Oh no, they are all from St.John.. will it be a battle of the drills between NPCC and St.John? But I had to admit that St.John's drill is far more better than NPCC (for most of the case.. treat me water..) because I always seen the St.John of my secondary school matching every afternoon. Erm.. may be I should ask Yi Tze to sign up for my reinforcement.. Edwin and Amy can sign up too since they are from uniform groups.. Ayio, I want to see Zhi Wei drill but he had already left AJC liao..

Thinking of my previous CCA makes my blood boils. Swiss NPCC is falling apart. The new NCOs have no leadership quality at all (told by Yi Xuan) and I think they have deleted the NPCC website that I have created! Erm.. when I go back I will make sure they got a good scolding from me.. my efforts are all gone..

Ayio, does I sound frustrated? May be I am deprived of sleep or too stress up liao. Haha.. actually I have nothing to write so I crapped. Have a nice long weekend! Remember to excerise more and sleep well. Cya! :^)

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5:35 PM

After 4 days of predicament, finally it is over. The Common Tests are over! Yay! Freedom and Life! Although I flugged most of the test (except the chinese listening comprehension.. I am sure I can get an A.. hoho..), I think I am beginning to get the hold of my subjects (oh.. I hope it is not too late..). Erm.. actually I am still uncertain about my future.. Okay lah, since this is the last day of exam, I shall not talk about it.

After the horrendous physics test, Wendy, Matthew, Derek, LY, Yi Tze, Tze Tong, My Bro, Zhen Hui went to NYP to eat (as usual) and was joined by Hs, Shawn and Su. I ate something disgusting. It consist of a semi-cook (?!) egg, oily hotdog and the rest was dun noe what (too disgusted to elaborate).. But the presence of my friends made me feel better.. haha.. Rot in the NYP for a very long period of time and got constantly humiliated by Derek (My E-maths got A2.. he kept mocking at me..). Hoho.. Shawn and the rest were trying to pin shi bu shao xiang, lin shi bao fuo jiao leh.. They were reading up some chinese phrases. Hehe.. got standard one no need to study.. I am refering to me.. no lah.. just joking.. I must be humble.. Anyway, I only know one tian xie han zi for my chinese test lor.. haha.. I am zi chui zi lei.. Erm.. the compo was quite okay lah, the paper two was a bit hard.. They should not arrange both of the papers at one go lor, it was very exhausting leh.. I almost fall asleep when reading the passage of of the paper two.. hoho..

Yay! Matthew, Daryl, Inlora, Hs, Su and me went to Junction 8 to slack after the test. Ayio.. they kept forcing me to watch Spiderman 2 lor.. sorry guys, I am really broke.. my balance now is -$25 ($20 from my bro and $5 from Matthew).. I am regretting now for not following you guys to watch the movie.. Ly said he wanted to treat me.. haha, save it for yourself to buy present for someone.. Yeah, We ate inside a super-cramp and remote Long John Silver to eat. Haha, talk a lot of crap when eating.. hehe.. Later, Zheng Hao, Ly and Shawn came and they were ready to watch the movie. Luckily there was outsiders in the lift that we had taken, or else they were going to scream again! *Relieve.. Went up to the movie platform and "stole" some pop-corn from Zheng Hao and Matthew before going separate ways.. Ayio, still regretting never follow you guys to watch movie..

Now at home blogging, waiting to watch the encore telecast the Euro 2004 (Figo rocks!) and the live one. Haha.. I no need to sleep tonight liao.. I can't wait for the badmintion outing tomorrow.. I want to trash Andy.. he is no match for me.. hehe..

Hello 09-cians! Are you guys okay? Haha.. just bear with it lor.. JC life is like that! 09 Rocks! Here is another stickman stuff.. Haha.. it is less bloodly than the previous one.. enjoy your weekend! Don't mug too much!

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8:49 PM